This is the day that the Lord has made and I will rejoice and be glad in it.
I am watching my mom age before my eyes.
Everything hurts, she cant see so sad and lonely.
I do not understand why her children and grandchildren dont spend time with her.
they may never have another chance. It is exhausting.
What do I have to give Lord? I want your will in my life.
It seems I am too tired to do any more.

Today was a better day. Maybe there is hope for me yet.

This is new to me. Bear with me.

I think I understand what Paul meant when he said "I do what I dont want to do and I do not do what I want to do." This is what I am experiencing. Every morning I get up with this plan in mind what I will do this day. I fail another day. How do I do what I want to do not what I do not want to do???? In Lamentations 3 God's word says " your mercies are new every morning". I depend on Gods mercies being new every morning but ""' will those mercies run out???? I certainly hope not.