Little did I know that what is about to happen would happen. My life is on hold. I feel like I am floating above looking down. Who would know. I am in "The Surreal Life". You, O Lord are in control. When we take things into our own hands, disregarding the laws of the land, instead of giving it up to you and letting you do what you do, then we have to pay the consequences usually hurting the innocents in our lives. God help us to make good decisions so we can have you on our side when we really need you. It would do away with unnecessary heartache. If only we would learn to TRUST YOU. Thank you.