Do you eat even if it makes you sick?

Here it is 2 years later and I am still in the same place. Stuck. I eat beyond full. I eat until I am in pain.(physical and mental) I cant seem to stop myself. Do you have any suggestions? This pattern has developed in the last 10 years. To the point, it seems, of No return. I dont have much interest in anything anymore. I am at last seeking input from whoever will respond.