Friday, February 10, 2012
2 days
Seems like I can go 2 days not stuffing myself to sickness. I am not as desperate as I was last week. I am more encouraged. I have told some people in my life that I am sick. They looked at me funny and that was that. I know that God loves me and wants the best for me. Sometimes the pressures of life are just too much. Its hard when you believe no body really cares. My "mom" died last January and she was the only person who loved me for me. Now I have no one. Its really hard to make friends when you dont feel like you are worth anything. When everyone you know and love doesnt have belief and confidence in you its hard to have any. I know in my head but my heart is breaking.
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God answers prayers, but sometimes one has to see the lifeboat he sends.. He intends for us to use the tools that are here and sometimes that's through people... I suggest a counselor and talk to your doctor about meds.. My mom passed 3 years ago and I have never had depression per se.. I hit a wall.. I'm in meds for a while and doing counseling... It has helped emmensley. We all need loving people and some extra help.. Prayers and blessings!
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