Hope.

My friend Jaci sent me a book "Thin Enough", thank you friend.
My hope is there again. I am beginning to hope.
I am not crying as much. I am sad, I feel all alone.
This episode is almost gone. I hope it never shows its face again.
I know God has a plan for me. I just hope He will let me in on it soon.
I am not much of a writer or talker for that matter.
I spent most of my life being quieted and pushed away.
I do know and always have known(if only in my mind) that God doesnt quiet me or push me away. Now if I can just realize that His opinion is the only one that matters.